We the Children
by Ken Scully
(published in the Dissident, 11-96)
We hear adults talking
about self esteem. You talk among yourselves, and say that We the Children
must have successes in what we do, to feel good about ourselves. You
equate what you do, with who you are. We wonder why we were not welcomed
and accepted fully, when we came into your world. We wonder why We the
Children should have to do anything in order to be loved. In truth,
your love was dependent upon what we could do, and you taught us to
do the same thing to ourselves! You taught us to love ourselves, according
to what we could accomplish! How could you do that to us? To be accepted
and loved just the way we are, was God's plan for us here! We came here
to follow our deepest inner promptings, for the good of all, but those
promptings are lost to us if we are constantly self monitoring, in order
to receive your love and acceptance, and later, our own! How wonderful
our world might have been if we had been allowed to unfold, becoming
ourselves, instead of what you wanted us to be! We the Children wonder
if we were not allowed to become ourselves because you were not allowed
© 1996 Ken Scully
You believe that the children
you once were are gone. That is untrue! We still exist! We were forced
into hiding, some of us deeper than others, but we exist! Indeed,
some of us were forced very deep into hiding by the violence of adults.
When we the Children saw that some of our caregivers would choose
to inflict physical pain, while witholding their love, the horror
of such a notion was too much for our gentle and sensitive spirits!
Now we reside behind a protective psychic wall within you, whispering
to you in moments which you often consider "weakness"! Like angels'
breath, our voices speak to you from deep within your secret heart.
We speak to you of hopes and dreams, and connections lost or yearned
for. We are your connection to desire, emotion, and intuition. We
help you to connect to that part of you that helps you know what's
true, and revels in the artistic and spiritual. We are your potential,
waiting to be. We are the children of God. We the Children live inside
of you. Listen to our voices. Acknowledge our presence, and protect
that same presence in those who are children in body, as well as spirit.
So much is at stake!